Cycle #11 and CD 3
We are at the beginning…Not much going on. I’m working out, taking prenatal vitamins and eatting healthy.
TTC Encouragement
Here we are again, back at the beginning of it all. Looking at our ttc journey as taking a gamble every month lol I know but it’s true. We do all we can to play our cards right and make the smartest decision before & after ovulation then we ponder while in the 2ww about what it may result in or not, then at the end of our 2ww we get to FINALLY poas yes! Watching that hpt…your heart is racing and you can heart it against your chest, your palms are sweating and mind is pounding all you can think is “please be our bfP”. Then as that test line shows up and becomes darker and your waiting for a faint line to show but you don’t see another line, you start to panic, hold the test up in different position, or maybe you need a brighter light, you must have to pull it apart to see the whole test right? you swear up and down there is a second line there…it has to be, we did everything right this time. After about 5-10mins. you realize there is no second line - we did not get our bfp and the world seems to be falling/crashing with you right in the center of it all. Know you think maybe it won’t ever happen for us…maybe we should just give up we have already tried everything possible - but wait…there’s a bright light and it’s shinning down at you - Hope, Believe, Faith, Miracles all surrounding you then you remember everything you’ve done so far. You can’t ever take out of sight the finish line with that hpt that has two lines on it - Ladies, say to yourself ”I can do this” the good Lord is blessing us another cycle this month new fresh start and new healthier egg. Let’s give it another try uh - This time around we’ll try something else new or relax more or try not to be so controlling or spice things up in the bedroom and make it a more pleasurable moment for DH - Anything we can do for our ending results to be BFP we will do it. We are women who are strong, encouraging, nurturers, loving, beautiful and willing to fight for what we deserve and be blessed with God’s most precious gift to ever have on earth…becoming a wonderful mother to a perfect healthy baby boy or girl!
Cycle day 26 & 3dpo
Tuesday - April 3, 2012
So, today I am 3dpo (like the title reads lol) Let’s talk about some 2WW symptoms I have been feeling so far - 1 to 3dpo I’ve experienced a small amount of EWCM which isn’t too odd for me. Slight twinges/cramping in my abdominal area nothing too serious. As of 3dpo my BBs have started to feel heavy and sore not too much of a pain but discomfort in them and sensitive. Lastly, I’ve been taking my prenatal vitamins and drinking plenty of water that has lead to frequent urinating. Nothing out of the ordinary for me too much, let’s see what these next few days bring my way…hopefully something will change or I’ll feel/see a sign that would indicate we might be receiving our BFP this cycle.
Meals/Diet: In the morning I usually stick with a bowl of Oatmeal and toast or An omelet with veggies or I’ll have a breakfast burrito with eggs, cheese and carne asada which I had this morning. Always with a glass of ice cold water.
Exercise: For about 35mins. to an hour - I did yoga/Pilate’s, toning-strengthening and building muscle.
Reading: Lately, I’ve been reading up on a lot of fertility, conceiving, pregnancy =D and business success books.
MY Special Time: I did my “Spring Cleaning”- mentally and health wise it was the greatest feeling in the world (next to receiving my BFP). You know how you just look are your home and feel something has to be changed, done, replaced, sold etc. well that’s what happened to me. So, yesterday I did our laundry which should have been done on Saturday (but it was raining out here in Cali. and Sunday was my lazy day lol) I went shopping for hubby’s birthday gift (which he absolutely loved). Finally, I really loved that I organized our home throwing all old things out that we will either never wear again, truly will read/use and put winter items in storage. Yes. I still have a long way to go before completion, I’m just glad I got started and making progress to our home. =D
Days away…
Sunday - March 25, 2012
Only a few more days until “O” arrives wooha! My cm is still creamy and has shown no sign of changing at this time. Also, my birthday is coming up…Wednesday March 28th that’s exciting and glad I’m living to see another year pass by =D So, symptoms I have been feeling headaches (although I may need to drink more water), fatigue and increased sex drive.
Meals/Diet: In the morning I usually stick with a bowl of Oatmeal and toast or An omelet with veggies or I’ll have a breakfast burrito with eggs, cheese and ham. Always with either a glass of ice cold water or orange juice.
Exercise: Again, 3-4 times out of the week and for about 35mins. to an hour. I usually do some cardio, yoga/Pilate’s, toning-strengthening and building muscle. Depending on how I feel that day/week…
Reading: Lately, I’ve been reading up on a lot of infertility, conceiving, pregnancy, of course =D and business success books.
MY Special Time: I made time for myself this past weekend. I spent time doing my nails and searching the web then I relaxed in a nice bubble bath and rejuvenated then cuddled with my hubby and boogies Isaiah.
Closer to “O”
March 20, 2012
We are back to TTCing yay!!! Now, here’s what’s going on so far…One day closer to the big “O” and things are coming along just fine at this moment. Tomorrow, I will be on CD 14 and that means we can begin BDing every other day until I receive my positive OPK strip. I’m very excited about that, my body seems to be more prepared this week…my CM is a Sticky to Watery fluid which is a very good sign “O” is just around the corner. I have been exercising for 3-4 times a week for at least 35mins. I feel more fit and my body looks more toned and I’ve only just begin on a consistent set routine.
Meals/Diet: In the morning I usually stick with a bowl of Oatmeal and toast or An omelet with veggies and occasional (1 every two or three weeks) I’ll have a breakfast burrito with eggs, cheese and ham. Always with either a glass of ice cold water or orange juice.
Exercise: Again, 3-4 times out of the week and for about 35mins. to an hour. I usually do some cardio, yoga/Pilate’s, toning-strengthening and building muscle.
Reading: Lately, I’ve been reading up on a lot of infertility and business success books.
MY Special Time: I made time for myself this past weekend. I spent time doing my nails and searching the web then I relaxed in a nice bubble bath and rejuvenated.
Cycle #8 We need a BREAK
Hey ladies I know I’ve been MIAing in a while but we have decided to take a break from the TTC. I will post a vlog going into details as to why this was our decision, for how long we will stop and what cycle 6-7 was like for me also what’s to come from my new channel on YT. Thank you for all your support and good faith in us, See you all real soon!
-UneekMommy
Cycle #7 CD9
Thursday December 8,2011
Awaiting a positive opk test…I don’t know when I will have the time to record a new Vlog, I will try and get a few done this weekend for you ladies. Thank you all for your support and love I’m very grateful to have you ALL.
- UneekMommy
Cycle #7 CD 6 RANT
Hey ladies,
Quick Update: I ended my cycle yesterday specifically stated it was last night and this morning we decided to BD. I haven’t been taking my prenatal vitamins and notice I don’t have many headaches or any depending on how hectic my schedule is durning the week. I haven’t been staying consistence with my workouts but I do plan on working out for an 1 hour tonight.
This could just be the beginning of the cyle taking lol but I don’t know if I’m ready to try again this cycle…I think my wants and needs have a bit to do with my decision. I like to finish school, get a second vehicle and a bigger home before thinking of bringing another child into our lives. It may be easier to have everything set up first and on a good soild foundation.
I also think it’s becoming to much for me emotional and I’m taking it out on Julian and it’s adding more unnessary pressure to our relationship then needed. We are both Aries signs and we love to LEAD and set examples for one another, but lately it’s just been one fight after another over everything stupid money, progress in performance, money and everything else a great relationship shouldn’t be fighting about. I have to admitt he said I always choose to WANT and baby at the wrong time and I do think now is the wrong time - when we conceive Jyden then was the wrong time…we had just moved into this huge industrial building and the price from our usual was 3xs more and we had moved out of town so gas in our truck was costing more and Isaiah was going to daycare and that fee was weekly and not to mention our truck wasn’t paid off at the time so we had monthly fees with that and our rent at our home plus the cost of grocery’s and the economy was just taking a dive…things weren’t where they should have been at all and I put myslef under alot of stress thinking of how we will get by without struggling and then how we would get everything for the baby since my older sister didn’t want to through me a baby shower because I wanted Julian the father of my child and she’s holding a grug from HS (but he doesn’t remember her and she can’t and won’t tell me what the gruge is for…yeah. Then after I have my C section she comes in my room and picks a fight with Julian for no reason he leaves and it’s just a giant mess with my family and I know my older sister and I will NEVER get alone & it’s okay.
So, this time around we don’t have so much bills being that Isaiah is in school, the truck is paid off, our business rent and home rent are lower and better locations in town, gas well it’s okay we get better mileage on the hwy and I’m not stressing over the little things and my older sister is in Sac. 2hrs away. I wat things to be more planned out and thought through not just winging it and here we go as much as I would love to become a mother I don’t want to risk bringing a child in the world where they would have to struggle or I would have to work most or all the time and be away from him/her. I’m an independent women who know’s just what she wants and I’m quit sure how to get or find a way on how to get it and I want things to be some want planned and have the neccessary items to raise a child.
I can start now by getting my body in shape - purchasing the items over a period of time that we will need like diapers, socks, clothing, towels, furniture and maternity things, pillows and nursery items etc. Then once we are ready to try again we will be more prepared and ready then ever to give it a go - I think GOD is trying to tell me this isn’t our time but it’s not too far away so get ready…it’s in reaching distanct and I let everyone having babies around me, the death of our first son Jyden, my age (I’ll be 25 in March 2012), and my emotions get the best of my decision making.
I’m thinking of making video’s on “how we are preparing for our bundle of miracle to arrive” go over our buys, why, emotions, highs and lows and see both I and a male perspectives side (Julian’s) on everhting with TTC.
BFN…Cycle#7 CD1 Bummer
Wednesday November 30,2011
Today may be the start of cycle #7 and Cd 1 - I have began to bleed and it not heavy at this point it’s only shows once I wipe. Still for me that is normally and means she will be fully running by tonight - or at least tomorrow morning. I had my doubts and I knew this wasn’t the cycle for us but we will continue to TTC and hopefully this cycle will be ours.
I’m not taking it as hard as I did before on cycle 1,2,3,4 or 5 - I think the more we continue on our ttc journey the more it becomes like a second nature to us. I want to thank everyone who believes in us and has been supporting us since day one, I know without you all keeping us in your prayers and encouraging us which seems like everyday (because your words do stick with me) Is truly awesome and I don’t take it for granted.
I will be posting another update tonight and see you all very soon.
-UneekMommy
Cycle 6 CD29 DPO 5
Just Waiting…Cool, Calm and Collective my 2ww motto
AF should arrive tomorrow or Wednesday - If not I will test at 10dpo, then 12dpo then 14dpo etc. I don’t think we conceived this cycle, I don’t feel any different or feel like anythings changed. New video post up in a few minutes - I’m almost done editing video.
Good Luck Ladies!!!
